
not yr doll



8.27.12, Mon. 1:20am
I am in a state of resignation. Like a dog with heart worms, I lie motionless, each blink slow and heavy with sorrow.
i just want supernatural to start already
Dear Diary,
I think I fell in love with my older brother. Of course, I realize that it isn’t right, but I can’t do anything about it. He is caring, but sometimes he can be a real jerk. When he looks at me and smiles, I blush and sometimes I think that he guesses about my feelings and I’m afraid that he’ll be very angry when he finds out for sure. But while he doesn’t know, I can admire his smile and look at his wild beauty. He’s so close, but so far at the same time. I felt in love with my older brother. Well, isn’t it great?